Waiting and waiting and waiting.
Due to preterm labor difficulties with Violet and having contractions with this baby since 18 weeks, my goal was simply to stay pregnant. Making it to 36/37 weeks felt like a big achievement, and I'm quite happy about it.
However.....now the time is starting to drag on. And on and on and on.....
My doctor says, "I'm really surprised you're still pregnant. You could have the baby at any minute now."
So....imagine having all your bags packed for a trip. A not-so-pleasant trip to a place you don't really want to go to with an itinerary you're not so excited about. Now, imagine that whenever a beeper goes off, you have to leave. Right that very second.
So...that's where I am right now. Waiting and waiting for the baby beeper to go off. I can't really get engrossed in a project, I can't go anywhere else, and I'm huge and exhausted I can just barely manage to get basic things done. And I'm so uncomfortable and gripey.
That's my life right now.
Whine. Gritch. Moan.
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